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Time to Dust Off the CV

The company I work for has announced redundancies. The news is public, so I feel comfortable mentioning it, though I won’t go into detail.

I’m not affected at the moment, but I don’t know what lies ahead. It’s left me thinking about a couple of things.




The first is my future in telecoms. The industry has faced challenges for years, with high operating costs and complex regulatory requirements adding to the pressure. I’ve spent a lot of time in this sector, but if I have a choice, I think my next role will be outside it.

The second is how companies handle these periods. Difficult decisions have real consequences for people. Clear communication, empathy, and practical support make a difference to those leaving and those staying.

For now, I’ll keep doing my best and taking my responsibilities seriously. But the uncertainty is hard to put aside. It’s on my mind throughout the day, and there are constant reminders of what’s happening.

Some colleagues seem to be taking it more calmly. They’ve been through similar situations before, and perhaps that experience helps. I can’t speak for how they feel privately, but for me, this is deeply unsettling.

For now, it’s time to polish my CV again.

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